Tiredness
I feel so drained right now. The past week I haven’t been able to sleep properly due to a certain somebody’s snoring and other little worries. Last night I was awake until 6am, I awoke at 10am and I’m really feeling like a zombie. Why I was awake so late was because of a bit of drama going on at my parent’s house. It was concerning my younger brother and his girlfriend, I believe they are now no longer together. I spoke to him on MSN for ages last night, he was clearly upset. I spent a good while trying to make him feel better. The girlfriend was in the room with him yet wouldn’t speak to him about what’s going on, she even accused him of flirting with a girl online at the time. He was speaking to me, his sister. From what it sounds like, there’s major insecurity issues on her part and she doesn’t know what she wants. She has accused him of getting back with exes and apparently turned people against him. She ended up walking out in the early hours last night, worrying him and causing a ruckus due to slamming doors. The last I heard she came back when he went out to look for her.
I don’t like to see my brother hurt, especially over some little madam who feels it’s alright to go slamming doors, making a noise, walking out and worrying people in the early hours. My parents have been good to her to allow her to stay in their home and eat their food. She needs to learn some respect. I know I shouldn’t be judgemental since I haven’t met her, but I have never experienced my brother being this upset, he really opened up to me which was wonderful. I also can’t stand the thought of this girl turning my brother’s friends against him. While I think they’re not real friends if they believe one side and decide to call the friendship a day, it hurts him. I hate to see him hurt. He told me he loved me, the girlfriend probably saw this and got the wrong end of the stick. This is the first time a sibling of mine has ever said they loved me. Needless to say, I started crying because I was so overwhelmed with emotion. I’m so glad I can be there for him, and that he feels he can talk to me. I love my siblings very much and don’t want to see them hurt or being given the go-around by some silly little girl who can’t make her mind up of what she wants.
I shouldn’t get involved, but she’s making things tense at that house. I suppose all I can do is just be there for my brother, which I intend to do.
